this is the first night in months that i have been alone. the wind is almost audible over the backfires and car jams, just barely and i can wear shorts in bed without covers. work is looming on the morning side so saturday night is a social bust. i'm pouring over virtual social platforms with the steady beat of austra in my head. wrote a song for z last night listen here: http://soundcloud.com/a-wolf-is-a-hole/in-the-dark on some kind of depressive high, and it feels like i am finding the sound i want to put out in the world. rummaging around the google planes for explications of gilles deluezes philosophy, i keep coming back to this quote"Courage consists, however, in agreeing to flee rather than live tranquilly and hypocritically in false refuges. Values, morals, homelands, religions, and these private certitudes that our vanity and our complacency bestow generously on us, have many deceptive sojourns as the world arranges for those who think they are standing straight and at ease, among stable things"
— Gilles Deleuze (Anti-Oedipus: Capitalism and Schizophrenia)
It puts me at ease.
